23.6.10

CHAOS

I need this. I really do. I am on the edge. I feel like I will snap any minute. I need somebody to talk to. So, here I am creating my very first blog. This is my therapy, my very own clinic.

I don't know if it's only me or what but have you ever had this feeling like you are in the lowest point of your life, that you want to change everything but actually everything is going well, that you want to fix things but actually there's nothing that needs to be fixed? That is exactly what I am feeling right now. I feel like I'm about to lose my sanity. Then again, It must be the weather.

Rain makes you feel a bit melodramatic and melancholic. But i love rain. I love eating champorado and tuyo while watching the rain outside. Or with a good book in bed while listening to the falling rain. Or just plain watching the drops of water falling from the sky into the pavement, and watching it as it turns to puddle as more drops of water fall from the sky and more puddles and slowly the water in the puddle rises until it reaches your ankles and then your knees... BAM! Here comes the FLOOD, Ladies and Gentlemen.

Let's all welcome the rainy season with a bang! Armed with umbrellas, rubber boots and your old trusty salbabida (floaters)!

Welcome to my asylum. No hypocrisy and no conformity to the norms. Just the daily dose of the realities of life.